Life

In the deepest darkest reaches of my soul I find myself
I understand the truths that reach out and destroy
When I feel I feel the depth of all that binds me
I know all the pain and all the hate
I take it for myself I make it my own
I try to kill it try to throw back to the hell where it came
But hell spits upon me the blackness
There is no end it seems
The darkness sets in and holds
The light that once was is not
The only retaliation is emptiness
Emptiness from all
From the earth from the death
From the earth from the life
Gone are the feelings of a life passed
Gone the darkness that was
Gone the life that should be
Gone
.............
Life comes to those who ask
Life comes when death has failed
Life has the power to find
Comes the light that lost
Comes the life from the past
Comes the feelings of before
Love comes to those who ask
Love is there in the end
It finds those who need it most
I have found some love to hold
I have discovered the past that had run
I love one who found
Comes the light that she brings


I don't know what this was it just came out when I felt like blogging. I apologize for the... inadequate way I speak but its mine so take it as it is.