Hmmmm....

I do not really know what I am going to write about, but I feel that there is something that needs to be put down, or I am going to explode. I am a very lucky young man. I have parents who love me and would do anything if they thought it was for my good. I have siblings who care for me and like to talk with me. I have friends who would give me anything I need in a time of crisis. I have an amazing, wonderful daughter of God who loves me and cares about me. I have no hindrances in my life that would keep me from doing anything I set my mind too. I have a brain that can understand and interpret things quite well. I am part of a gospel that leads me to do the right things and guide me in any trials that I face. Most important of all I have a Father in Heaven that loves me and would do anything for my good if I ask. Through all this I still find myself lost. I find that I have no self awareness regarding my inner desires and needs. I cannot trust myself to be strong enough to face the demons that come. I am lacking something that will bring me peace. I am lacking will. However, I see my potential. I see that though the path right now is a dark and mysty one, I will find the light. I will be able to find who I am and find what I am to do. I will grow and learn. I know that. But sometimes when the dark creeps in and the shadows take hold, I all but lose hope.